helpless~~`

dunno why tis few day i reali feel so helpless...i feel lik wanna scream....

i need someone that really understand me and chat wif me.....

i have no idea wat happen to me.....sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

白痴

傻傻的，有时看到有些东西真的很顶不顺。。。。不但不顺眼而且听起来也很刺耳。。。他妈的。。。

看到都dulan 扮什么烂东西。。

我时常觉得我没变，但最近才发觉。我变得多了。。。我以前什么都不爱管。。现在什么东西看到都好像不爽。。也许现在在我身边的人都让我觉得危险。。。

看来我什么都不要管了。。。只要我变回以前一样，我再也不信你们了。。好虚伪的世界。。哈哈。。我早就知道，也早都明白。。不该用心去对全部人。。只怪自己笨。。。哈哈

我真是傻傻的。。

Holiday mood+confuse

Okay , today finally finish my final exam...feel free and happy cause i can go back relax d...
About the confuse???i also duno...juz something that i keep on thinking and what i should do ....hmmm...maybe after back my hometown i can figure it out....

holiday is start from today till next month....it reali happy coz go holiday and go back relax...i miss my fren at hometown alot....

Still the same, malacca still have ntg can make me feel i want to stay here ...i hope someday it reali happen ...which is something make me feel malacca is a great place for me~~~

hmmm....but i will still miss my uni fren oso.....without fren reali cant survive until love....
LOve u all~~~~

LET ENjoy the holiday~~~

sick make me feel sad T^T

Every time i sick, i also will feel sad.... my tear will drop by itself that i cant control it....

Maybe you will feel why i will like that...i have no idea about that...
i hope when i sick that have someone care about me and take care about me....

i hate sick...

Final Exam really sux!!!

I hate exam , i hate when i don't know how to answer the question....
yes, today paper really suck...i cant answer all the question...
INDUSTRY DESIGN u suck.....

After exam , when for my lunch so can forget what i have done in the exam hall...
when to a shop at Jonker street, today lunch is Teo Chew dish...it nice alto the fish gt abit expensive, but for me is ok~~~~

like the oyster noodle, it really nice...because i love oyster very much...
It funny when we argue who order that fish....we can keep on argue and argue on the car until we reach hostel...after a short nap, my housemate still want to argue about that and keep on blame me ....actualy he the one order...^^

I wish my Id will pass...^^



This is what we eat for our lunch....

IPOH!!!!

Study week finally come....so this time i will go back ipoh for my study week...i duno wat wil happen ....cause i will just forget to study for my final....i miss ipoh so much.....

hmmm, last time study at ipoh always think wanna leave ipoh but after i far from ipoh i reali damn miss ipoh....

because of wat??? coz my family there arh....i think no one will nvr miss there family....so i wil go back ipoh....

so damn hapi now alto i going back alone...^^
miss my parents, miss my fren , miss my bed.....i miss everything in ipoh...

and IMY tooo^^V

Boring and Nt in the right mood to attend class

Is early in the morning, was raining outside....i woke up at 6 something, i have no idea why i wake up so early , my class was start at 10....

imma moody ...dunno why....long time din have tis kind of feeling...WHY????i also duno why, dun ask me....

class start at 10am but i dunno the class end at wat time because it just like a no time limit class...

try to skip the class but the lecture told us that today he will discuss about final exam question...what to do??gonna attend the class lo....sigh

final is around the corner but everyday i still dreaming and playing around....study week i will back ipoh....hope i can concentrate into my study. i din hope i can get all A's but i just hope i can maintain it so it wont drop.....

My uni life reali sienz dao!!!!!!
ntg interesting for my uni life!!!
nt special in my uni life!!!!
WTF!!!!

My uni life just worse den my Primary school life....^^

IMY~~~~

rAnDoM

Sometimes something really need to hide deep in your heart...

It cant always show it on your face, it not only make u moody but it also make people around you feel not comfortable...

Sometimes it really good to pretend that you are happy because when u fool around ur fren will laff ...and this is much more better den u become moody...

It sound stupid but it really better den u show ur sad face to everyone and need people around u care about you...

Sometimes it really hard to forget something/someone that you are really care last time...people said time is the best medicine for you...it sound right but actuali nt..

It make u think more about the "something/someone"...because during this period u try ur best to forget or u can say u are forcing urself to forget it...

Wanna forget something/someone that important or you care?? Make it natural....dun force urself....if it reali cant forget just let it hide deep in ur heart...it is much more better den u force urself to do something that make u suffer for a long long time....

Remember dun ever try to find something/someone to replace that person/thing...coz it juz the 1 you found....^^

Cheer..... PEACE^^V

Random

boring....

NoW aLreaDy 12something d

StiLL cAn't sLeep

I kNoW wHy MaKe mE can't sLeep

i kNow something That reaLLy need tO forget for a Long tIme ago

But i jusT duNNo Why I sTiL Can"t do tHat...

hmmm, I hoPe i can HavE good moody everyday....

smIle ,Laff everyday.....

闲=闷

放了两个星期的假会到来马六甲感觉依然是一样，那就是闷！！！！
闷到快要死了，想出去但又不知去哪好。。
在宿舍又不知能做什么。。。唉！这难搞。。。
好想回家，至少回到去们还可以找人喝茶。。。
两个月快快过去啦。。。。

hoLiday....wohooo.....

finally end my mid term tesT

Happy haPPy hAPPY....

Becoz i can go back ipoh and meet my family and fren.....

really hapi....no word can describe my feeling...yeah yeah.....

I hate this feeling

some feeling make me feel frustrated, dissapointed and angry....
it make me emo , make me moody....
really hope can always stay at my hometown stick with my best fren...
i miss u all guy....
sad~~~~

how come gt tis kind of people de?

SAd case...hu can fren wif tis kind of people??

1.Faker
2.lier
3.Fucker
4.always backstab
5.Act good infornt of you
6.try make ur fren around u hate u
7.look ugly(alto am nt tat good oso la)^^
8.Anything happen 100% will blame u.
9.Always act pity
10.ETC.....

hu can fren wif this kind of people pls pm me...i will treat he or she eat...

sux uni....this is wat i can describe my uni for u all..

i start my 2nd year on july , den my uni wan us move at august....sound good coz gt new hostel...but nt reali a new hostel juz a hostel that others uni student stay till dun wan stay.....hmmmmm.

this is ok for me...nvm....but when the notice come out reali make me mad....becoz they wan us move at wednesday nite....wow , this uni reali treat us damn good u noe.... start move on 8 , take all the stuff put at the car ,drive the car to tat suck hostel , clean tat place unpack our stuff, guess wat time tat we can sleep? wil tell u after i do all this stupid thing....

thanks to my uni ya....v juz like a ball that let them kick here and there.....

New hostel(pulau Gadong)

ok... next week i gonna move to the most sux hostel in malaysia i guess...i hav no idea wat happen to my uni...suddenly wanna move us go that kind of sux place...
sacrifice us for the engineer....ok fine...tat great...no more main campus oni at city campus ....no more other fac fren....tis reali sux....go that kind of hostel adi enuf angry, sumore tell us the toilet is public toilet....tis reali make me dying man....haiz...

when i move there i wil post the pic ..so i can show wat kind of hostel i wail stay for 1 year.....reali sad case

2nd year sem 1...

Gonna start new sem already...dunno shuld b happy or sad....mayb gt something let me do make me bz i will feel better....

I have 3 fren tat gonna enter uni and start their uni life 2..at here i wish them all the best...wish them will hav alot of fun at their uni...

1 more week i gonna go back and start my study....i back ipoh almost 2 month...i meet almost all of my fren...but stil gt 2 tat i din meet them...i think no more chance d ....coz i have no more time at ipoh...^^..next times???mayb wil the same....1 too bz another 1...my heart wan to meet but myself nt willing to go...^^

ALfred Pun...+u ba

nite nite

随便。。

现在的人真难搞，真麻烦。什么东西都要拿来烦，自己烦就好咯，别烦道别的人吗。。是要诉苦就没什么关系，但诉苦过程中好像要show off。。现在的人真 “好脸”， 烦别人就是要show给人家知道。。。
为什么我这么写？因为我被这种人烦死了。一个已经够了，还要多几个。。你说我烦吗。。
还有还有还有，拜托拜托。。别在问我“你的女朋友呢？”我没有女朋友，信不信你们喜欢咯。。。哈哈

Final eXam....eXam HaLL=HeLL

Almost a month didn't update my blog already , cause lazy...time pass really fast, still got 2week my Sem 2 will be end....
now already finish 3 paper still gt 3 paper to settle it..This sem become lazy d , lazy to study ...dunno how to get good result in this sem...sigh T^T
although i gt final but i stil every week go JB(my sister house), play comp at there and go eat eat eat...haha

eat alot of good stuff at there , really enjoy it ..all Korea food..yeah!!!like it so much ....

When at there i was relax but when i come back to melaka i were damn tension ....sigh , nvm ler can get B's for all my subject den already happy...nvr put much afford in my study ,so can get B shuld b very happy.....GAmbateh !!!!


those photo are the korea food i eat..^^

What happened to me?

我是怎么的啦。。都不知道做莫会这么没心情的，有点想哭，担又哭不出。。也许想一件事想太多，也许想一个人想太多，也许我太想家了。。

我不知怎么好，好辛苦。。。快死了。。。

random

Damn i hate this feeling....why ??

moody ....wat wrong wif me....

i hope there will have someone willing accompany me and chat wif me...
but when there are a person accompany i felt annoying...sigh..

i gonna crazy soon, i need to take med to clam down(maybe_)....T.T

My Birthday

19 of march is my birthday ,i was very happy coz gt a group of brother celebrate with me...Ian ,Wong c , Ken , Kwan , FPK ,Ah bin , Meow ,wai theng ,G zai and kong...Thanks to u all ..Especialy wong c and ian coz wong c come back from kl and black chick come back from penang...

so lucky i saw jessica and ah yee...already more den 1 year din meet tis 2 pretty gal..happy coz they oso willing spent sometime wif me...thanks thanks leng lui...erm stil gt 1 pretty gal name Hayley if i'm nt wrong..thanks u join oso...

wanna say thanks to all my fren tat wish me de...u all cant celebrate wif me but at least u all stil remember me tis fren ..^^


i love u all....Muackz...

boRinG Day....

Dunno wat to update coz ntg let me update oso...juz everyday almost the same, wake up early in the morning , go class den finish class go back hostel..play comp do some revision den sleep...ReaLi Sienz dou....
T.T

很“黑仔”啊~~~

都不知道犯了神什么小人，黑到这样的。都还没试过呢。。。
在新山姐姐家煮东西吃都会把窗帘烧掉，还好没有把房子烧掉，这都算了啦。回马六甲搭巴士却搭到辆坏的，还好等了一回就好了。。。

救命啊，干嘛这样的啦？？？？

Happy

Now almost already 1am, but i stil cannot sleep ...maybe this afternoon sleep too long d...so now stil on9 tat y i update my blog now..
although now is 1 am, but my hostel here all people still so active ..some of my housemate are playing dota ,some of them are rushing their assignment ,and 1 of my housemate are "Goreng the keropok lekor", 1am i stil eat the oliy keropok becoz it reali delicious ,it taste reali different compare wif the keropok lekor we buy at melaka, ipoh or other places...Thank for helmi , coz i reali nvr try the original keropok lekor for Kelantan....This is the 1st time i try it ,sure i will miss the it...Helmi buy more next time...thanks...(^^^)

Gonna sleep soon , tomolo stil gt Tutorial class..WAt a sienz day...T.T

Cya and nite nite everyone

热！热！热！热！

马六甲真的够热咯，不管白天晚上都是这么热，坐在风扇底下都会流汗的你说够热没有。。热都没关系啦，可以一热就去冲凉，但是现在还要和我说没水来，你说这次死没有。我都热得快要疯了。。救救我啦。。
没有水这么好呢？？

I hate U will u like tat..

Just on the phone u also wanna argue and fight wif me...already so many years why u still have the same attitude nvr change and nvr try to change..i fed-up about that..

IpOH!!!!!

Going baCk ipoh 2molo..yeah yeah!!!

can meet my fren again...^^HaPPy

Back to Melaka again....

又回来了。。闷到，都不知道做莫这里会那么闷得喔。。人在马六甲，心在怡保，你说死吗。。都不怎么上课啊。。。
虽然今年过年有点闷但是都比往年过的有点不同咯。可以说开心也可以说我是傻的，哈哈。。。应该是年初一到年初五我都出了去。。这五晚我都下了pub，今年有kaki和我去了。哈哈。除了一晚乖乖的去朋友拿bbq和赌钱。。结果就害别人输，自己就没赢也没输。。帮了庄赢咯。哈哈。。四晚都有人请喝，真的谢谢你们哦。。喝到我都傻去，不过次次临走一两个小时前就要停喝了，因为都要驾车。。

有一晚真的要谢谢alvin咯，不是他我肯定就会在houz dulan死咯，死kc。。。今年也过得不错啦。。玩得很开心，谢谢陪我去玩得朋友。回到马六甲真的有点想他们了。。。。下次再来颠过吧。。哈哈

yeah...ipoh stil the best..^^

Yesterday adi reach ipoh , at nite when to pasar malam wif hing kor...den we 2 go yum cha oso...Hapi

Today when to parade wif my fren(chi teng),long time din c her d..but she stil the same ntg much change...at parade saw ah lup, he shopping alone==

alot of people at parade, so many boys and gals wear skol uniform go there shopping..juz like me when i study at sam tet...hehe
ipoh stil got alot of pretty gals, nvr change...when to starbuck wif chi teng ,we chat there den around 2pm ah lup come find me den v accompany him go easy house eat his lunch...around 3.30pm i fetch chi teng go back....

HAPi,HaPi....CNY is near d...yeah yeah

CNY mood (=

Thursday i will going back ipoh...i cant wait to going to my hse and meet my fren and my family...

SAd (coz stil gt 4 more paper to go and i have no mood to study)
happy (coz stil gt few day and i can go back and celebrate cny wif my family)
Frustrated(coz The stupid EXAM)
sleepy (but cant sleep coz not yet finish my revision)


Sigh , hope 11/02/10 will come faster so i can go back my hometown and leave Melaka...
a place that does not belong to me and i shuld go back a plavce that belong to me..

MeLaKa---->PWTC----->MeLAKa

NExt week stil 4 papers to go , but our fact still go to PWTC for the dunno wat technology EXPO...

WAke up early in the morning(7.15),clean up myself den go eat breakfast wif my fren..They tell us buss will be arrive on 8am, pls be punctual...the bus is come on 8am , but 9 the only move..WTH..wait wait wait and wait...

After 2 hours ,finally reach PWTC..tot sure gt something interesting inside but unfortunately..Sigh**go inside not more den 20 min, eat some cheese sausage which is make by palm oil den go out d...ntg to do and they say nid to wait until 3, but at that time juz around 12pm(ISH)...ntg to do den we walk to the shopping mall near PWTC(the MaLL) ..having MCd at there den chit chat at there until 2 something...

B4 we leave McD , btyng ask me buy Mcd for her and jie...mou ban fatt ler...i become MCd Delivery d...rush back because take the food to them..when i reach PWTC, ah yu tell me the bus only will come on6 pm...WTH, 3 more hours to go ??!!!ish ish ish
DFC 1st den take the food to them and tell them bout the bus..den btyng say wanna go back The Mall McD there eat...omg, walk back to The Mall Mcd to eat the food i buy from there...==

after they finish their lunch we go for a walk at The Mall..ntg there , but got lion dance to c and the lion give me the "limau"..haha..the people hu play the lion like nvr realize the head of the lion so big , he give me the "limau"and the lion head almost hit my face...^^

Walk , walk , walk...boring!!!almost the time to go back melaka d..when back PWTC there and wait..when 6 , gt 1 people said the bus cant come up we need to walk down there..SWT, walk again !!!

when am on the bus , i juz sleep..coz damn tired d...
4 paper 2go but i nvr start study ..^^ God Bless me...

Exam!!!!

Exam exam exam ~~~~i HATE exam ler wey...

Hate exam(cant get good result)

Lazy to study(coz dun understand even i hav study)

No study mood (coz now am in CNY mood^^)

dun wan stay at melaka (coz i wan go back ipoh andmeet my fren)

So anyone can help me??(HR exam is on this friday ,Marketing , accouting, probability &statistic)

Stil gt 7days ....Ipoh ARH!!!!!

random

today class cancel d so i was when back to jb last nite because stay at melaka sure ntg to do ...summore i wanna cut my hair .
ntg to do here but stil better den stay at melaka .

When i was alone i think about something , something that i hope i can fully forget it...times can make someone fall in love , and times oso can make someone forget someone...but times just make me fall in love wif u but nt forget u ??
She walk wif me but i stil think bout u ...this is nta fair to her and i felt sorry to her but i reali cant forget u ....but anyway sure i will forget everything bout u ....^^


HappY Forever

Exercise day@ Bukit Beruang^^

Today after class as usual i when back to my hostel den open my laptop to on9...
Check my fb 1st and sign into my msn...i saw my fb and i saw something reali make me unhappy...haiz....y ler, y at this time....
i duno y i felt sad , i get what i want already , i should felt happy but when i saw something about that i reali heart broken.. (T.T)ok...i close my laptop , and follow my fren go exercise ,go make myself tired so i can sleep well tonight...
when to bukit beruang which is near my hostel ...ok we start climbing the "bukit",they decide to run but i decide to walk becoz i'm fat wad...lol...after 5 min i saw 1 of my fren "JAM" there and sit there adi lo...^^
i walk up and down for 3 times....i was very tired now and i have decided stay at my room and dun wan have my dinner..i have no appetite to eat i have reali no mood for that...hope i will forget it soon...

Dun ask me y am sad if u are my fren...thanks...


i take this pic at Bukit beruang^^

My MaLaca single room(the smallest room)

Adi 1 sem i study at malaca ,but i nvr show the room tat i sleep...tis is the smallest room that i had c in my whole life,,,omg...it juz a store room ....
but i like it becoz single room wat, no nid share wif others den i have my own privacy..yeah ...
although this room are small but stil ok for me ...^^
tis pic tat i upload is my room...it real...ahha

BAck to HELLL!!!!

Sunday ...suddenly hate sunday ler wey....coz every sunday oso need to go back melaka , my little room , my hostel...haiz...kik sum arh...


2molo 7 hours lecture....gonna sleep early ...good nite every1...

1 JAn 2010

Today is a brand new day..yesterday is 2009 , today is 2010...wish everyone happy new year..
REali gt a lot of thing happen in 2009...
EArly of the year i was worry about my STPM result, worry that i can enter to local uni anot.

i start working juz after finish my STPM, i work as a samsung promoter that sell handphone. I like this job so much , and i was very happy that i can work at there(NSS)..i meet few new friend and they all r really funny , work wif them really very enjoy and happy..i work for 3 month den i go for few trip wif my form 6 fren..^^

After i get my stpm result i felt hapi coz i did quite ok in my exam.After that i start apply the local u .I received the offer from UTeM , when i saw that i was blur coz i apply the course that this uni offer juz because i was curious about the course and i juz fill it up o.The course name is (Teknousahawan).I dunno what is this , and dunno this actually related with what.After i enter the uni , this course is quite good and i like it oso..

Time pass so fast , i finish my 1st sem and now adi 2010 and i alredy start my 2nd sem. I Hope all my of fren(X sam tet Fren , X smi fren and uni fren) ,will have a happy year and wish all of my fren all the best.