无聊

moon at midnight（没星星陪伴的寂寞月亮）

为什么一定要这样才能？难道这样你才开心吗？


如能说停就停我就真的比什么也厉害多。有时真的不懂讲什么好了。。就只好静静吧。。
少说话也不是什么坏事，静静地想想东西也蛮好。。


为什么都不爱讲话了？


不用问你应该会懂了。每天这样的生活真的闷到不得了。。唉~~最近我都爱离开这。。原因？
想静静地不要再去想了，但时间总过的很快。。才那一两天，又要去面对了。
真的有点辛苦，但都是自找的。。犯贱！！！


夜深其实没什么不好，静静的可以给我们想东西，虽然有时会想起一些不是那么开心的事，但是少去想，总好过去逃避它。。


夜深静得让人害怕，让人感到寂寞。。但我还是一样喜欢。。Hebe都有唱啦，“寂寞寂寞就好”。。所以习惯就好了。因为什么东西都可以变成习惯。习惯不代表忘记，是因为你已惯了那感觉。就好像痛一样，痛了一段时间，开始没感觉了，这不是忘记痛，是因为已经麻么，痛依然还在，任何时间那感觉都会在出现。


真无聊，我又写这种东西了。。

忘记吧。。。

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最不想发生的事都已经发生了，怎么办？我也不懂。。记忆力好真的不是一件那么好的事，记得多也辛苦的多。。能忘掉一切你说多莫得好呢？

别人都说，有什么事不能忘，这都看你自己要不要或舍不舍得忘而已。那我只好说我不舍得也不想去忘咯。。你说我笨也好，固执也好，我也是一样的不想忘掉。。^^

你也常叫我忘掉，但我也时常和你说我不想忘。。也许你会很容易就忘了，但我不是咯。。可能我太多时间了吧。。只好和你说对不起咯。。

我常和我朋友说，在你付出那一刻，就应该别想会有那莫得一点回报，一点也别希望。。我会讲但我却不能完全做到，有时能有时不能。。。哎，真的傻傻咯。。。

尝试去不想但到最终我还会想到，是不是真的变成习惯了啦？有人可以告诉我吗？真的很想很想找个人陪我聊，但都找不到。那就只好收着咯。。不开心就讲少两句话咯。朋友们对不起如我再也没那么多话讲，是因为我真的真的不懂讲什么。。

多话讲得我变得少讲话可能会有点怪，但是我真的真的都没心情了啦。。对不起啦。。。不是对你们发脾气，给脸色你们看。。

希望能忘得了咯。。变回以前多话的alfred。。一天到晚都是讲讲讲，讲不停。。将就没人懂我开心或不开心了。。

Friday~~~hmmmm

FridaY!!!!!

Friday should have many activity and program for me , but why this friday i need to wake up early in the morning to attend a class and do 50marks quiz?? after class i have nothing to do ..try to finish my assignment, but unfortunately i cant~~

Last night not really cant sleep well, and duno why last nite the time like nvr move.. i sit at downstairs for whole night to waiting my group member o combine the assignment and i just sit there ,doing nothing.... after done it, it just 10something...

WHY MY TIME PASS SO SLOW???

Tomorrow is Saturday, i had ntg to do again...i just stay at hostel dreaming...next week stil gt two paper to go, but i don't feel like want to study..and i just keep wasting my time and sit infront my laptop and dreaming....WHAT HAPPEN TO ME??!!!

I WANT TO BACK MY HOMETOWN!!! I DNT WANT STAY HERE!!! ARH!!!!!!!

VaLentine

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Tis year valentine stay at hostel and dreaming....keep refresh fb pages....i saw many funny post and realize many people are still single....^^

Aiya ,cheer all my fren...adi ask u all don't become so picky d de lo...see see see...what happen now...all hug togather and cry lo...feel lonely that time only will think about that or juz regret about tat...^^

hmm..now adi 2+ but stil cant sleep...dunno why...it's good for me cause i can update this blog....lately nt reali in a good mood to update it and i believe if update also just write some emo stuff, so juz forget bout it^^

I really hope i forget eveything and i don't want to think anymore...but unfortunately i cant....soRRy.... T^T

Anyway, wish everyone happy valentine^^

Happy always

"Rather hurt myself also dun hope hurt you"
It sound so hurt,sound sad...but when u think deeply it really not that hurt..it is because when u hurt urself it oni one person will get hurt and no other will hurt... It maybe hurt when u keep everything in ur heart but when u tell her, she may get hurt too..so why don't keep everything and show ur happy to everyone?haha
cause i dun think no one like to hurt others feeling ....so if like this at least still have a person that feel happy...so don;t be so sad if something lik this happen^^

Today is second day of chinese new year,wish all my fren happy cny ^^
CNY i should be very happy and enjoy all the food and the gathering..but this time for me reali no more energy to enjoy^^

I Need rest^^

Raining make people moody

recently always not in right mood...dunno y.....
sad recently become my best friend and always come visit me, why am feeling sad? must be a reason right?
yup...that is a reason that make me feel emo...
alto already clear about the situation but stil feeling unpleasant....
just hope every thing will be fine, hope i can handle it ....
when the time had come ,i stil need to face it...never hide from reality...no miracle in my life, always be negative.....

YES, that's me....ALFRED

helpless~~`

dunno why tis few day i reali feel so helpless...i feel lik wanna scream....

i need someone that really understand me and chat wif me.....

i have no idea wat happen to me.....sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~